Sunday

too young to ~care this much~


alt titles: how to deal with people walking out of your life with no explanation or reason why.


When im hurt, when people hurt me; I wear that on my sleeve. I get upset, then full of bad attitude. Its an act, a shield, a way of protecting myself. I pretend I dont care, that nothing can come for me, but really, its bullshit. Everyone can see im hurting. 
Drop Dead Jumper
Marks and Spencers Jeans and Boots
Ong Oaj Pairam Bag

Sometimes we lose people close to us, people we didnt expect to lose. Not through anything overly tragic, they just decide to leave. They decide to walk away, walk away from you, from the situation, either for their own sake or with no explanation. It feels selfish on their part, you ask why, why theyve cut you out, why they just left without a word, and youre angry. Angry, hurt and upset, but mostly youre confused. If difficult to understand why, to put yourself in their position, to try and get your head around what theyre going through. But at the end of the day, its not for you to understand and sometimes you cant. Sometimes people walk out of your life with no explanation, and all you can do is move forward without them.

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So here's to all the people that have come in and out of my life. Those who left lasting imprints and happy memories, who've help teach me, build me and shape me. I love you all, thank you for choosing me, for giving me time, for building memories with me, for caring about me, for laughing and crying with me, i hope that life is beautiful.

|| Now playing || Million Reasons - Lady Gaga ||  Three Empty Words - Shawn Mendes || Slurp - Rizzle Kicks ||

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26 comments:

  1. Love this jumper, you looks so super cosy!
    This is such a sweet post <3 My friend told me something the other day that goes quite well with this subject: "People are meant to come into your life. Some people come into your life and stay, others may just come into your life for a while, and then leave. It's all meant to be, and part of our journey."
    Hope you have a lovely week sweet!

    xx
    https://oliviaemily.com

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    1. Couldnt have put it better myself, theres a reason for everything, thank you so much Olivia xxxx

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  2. I love the boots. What are the jeans like? I've been wanting to try out M&S denim, it looks so good!

    It can be so frustrating when people leave with no explanation, it's like I need closure! But their loss I suppose ;-) x

    Sick Chick Chic

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    1. I do like a M&S denim but they vary so much! Limited for M&S is the best denim in my opinion ;) x

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  3. I'm completely in love with your glasses :)

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  4. This is a great look. I love your jumper. Gemma x
    www.jacquardflower.uk

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  5. I know this feeling all too well. I am a very emotional person, so the first 24hrs of a breakup (no matter romantic or friendship-wise) 243 a nightmare where I just feel so down about myself. After that I channel my girl boss vibes and try to move on, but it still hurts.

    I love this outfit and the statement on the sweater - I've heard the saying "too old to care" all too much, so it's quite refreshing!

    Lizzie Bee // mysticthorn.com

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    1. The best thing to do is channel those vibes!

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  6. Yesss, girl. Serving face!! Totally in love with those glasses

    Enclothed Cognition

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  7. That door is so cute! And I can totally relate to your post. It's so hard, but at least they have put such a positive aspect in to our lives.

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  8. That sweater is so cute and cozy! Love it girl xx- Mitra

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  9. This is such a great sweater! And I'm obsessing over those glasses!

    Love, Lindsey
    http://thenomisniche.com/

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  10. The sweater is really cool! And it's not easy for people you care about to leave one way or another, but with time things will get better 😊

    Xo
    http://style-hue.com

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  11. It's always horrible when people leave your life but usually I find that someone new comes along to take their place more often than not.
    Gorgeous Jumper :)

    Rosy | Sparkles of Light Blog

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  12. Love your jumper doll! You look stunning.

    Lots of Love,
    Antonia Ortega
    xx

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  13. I wish I'd come across this excellent advice when I was younger.
    I love your 'Too Young To Care' graphic Drop Dead jumper.
    It looks pretty styled with your Marks and Spencer jeans.

    http://www.full-brief-panties.blogspot.com/2016/08/cosmetics-haul-lingeriefashion-hauls.html

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  14. Such a lovely written post, very thought provoking. Also you're looking lovely, your sweater is fab! xx

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  15. I love what you wrote about and I recognize a lot of myself in it all. Also, great jumper!

    Naomi in Wonderland

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  16. aaaah this sweater is so gorgeous! <3
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  17. what a lovely post my dear
    your style is so amazing and inspiring
    simply love it!
    lovely :)
    with love your AMELY ROSE

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  18. I am loving this look. The dark lipstick + the hair and the sweater is soo good. Love everything about this! <3

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  19. Wow! Flawless look, babe!
    Adi xx
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